The Reason Behind the Season

I had a very uncomfortable evening on this day, I have been faithfully serving for some years for the organization I am a part of and tonight was the Annual Awards Banquet, I had an unusual enthusiasm towards it this year, only to be let down again for not being Corporately recognized for my efforts and achievements by my peers. For several years I have been nominated by my Director as Part Time Staff of the year, I was so broken heart-ed by not winning this year that it brought Tears to my Eyes that I had to fight back until the secrecy of my home. My husband asked me the question, who's recognition do I desire, mans or Gods? He reminded that God saw all the hard work the sacrifice and the dedication and it is he will reward in the Open if I faint NOT!

I am awaiting answers for the Reason behind the Season I find myself.